Jerusalem
It feels strange going south;
dust and divots
punctuate the road
like a pocky moon.
Where are we?
I drive on.
If we abandon our dreams like meccas
and all you call manna – illusion…
Then which way is Jerusalem?
Maybe nowhere but somewhere east of here;
I am not sure.
I follow the road to Pipiriki,
hoping it will flatten,
admiring the dark green hollow
that hides a river:
the Whanganui lies exposed.
Once it carried men, wills set on wandering;
men of few words.
Jerusalem -- follow the river.
Here lived a man of several words
poet, rascal, friend of priests.
I remember being shown pages bible-thin
words spent in a night of readings and laughter.
gone now, remote and hidden
like a landing in the overgrown bush.
Tamed, the poet’s words rise as prayer:
‘Heaven is with us when you are with us…’
I will go no further today
but pause to retrieve a stone, gray
to prop by the cottage door.
My son wants to go to the Four Square,
not Jerusalem after all.
So we turn before the water rises
and slip upstream,
gathering supplies for a voyage to come.
Nell Starr is a poet and priest in New Zealand, trained at Iowa (MA) and Duke (MDiv). She writes poems and prayers, and while in Iowa City, helped Windhover Press print poetry by hand, a letter and word at a time.
